Soundtrack to the Chaos.

Because sometimes someone else already wrote the words I couldn't.

Linkin Park: Numb
you’ve spent so long trying to be who everyone needed you to be that you’ve forgotten who you are

Linkin Park: Breaking the Habit
battling yourself and your patterns

Matchbox Twenty: Unwell
you’re not okay, but you’re not completely falling apart either You’re just... unwell

Blue October: Hate Me
loving someone while feeling like you're hurting them

Evanescence: My Immortal
pain that refuses to completely leave

Kelly Clarkson: Because of You
parts of us shaped by someone else’s choices, and the scars we carry long after they’re gone

P!nk: Fuckin' Perfect
you can see everyone else’s worth but struggle to see your own

P!nk: Try
when life knocks you down, breaks your heart, and you get back up anyway

Papa Roach: Scars
you’ve spent so much time trying to save everyone else that you’re drowning too

Shinedown: Monsters
even the strongest people have monsters they fight when no one is looking

Three Days Grace: Never Too Late
when someone you love is struggling and you desperately want them to keep going

Staind: It's Been Awhile
regret, accountability, and complicated emotions

The Fray: How to Save a Life
you’d do anything to save someone, but slowly realize love alone can’t save them

Goo Goo Dolls: Iris
you don’t need the whole world to understand you., but you just want one person to truly see you

Christina Perri: Human
being the strong one until you can't anymore

Demi Lovato: Anyone
screaming for someone to hear you

NF: Let You Down
feeling of never being enough for someone, no matter how hard you try

NF: The Search
the absolute chaos happening inside someone's head

Jelly Roll: Save Me
knowing you're struggling but not knowing how to escape yourself

Jelly Roll: I Am Not Okay
pretty self-explanatory

Simple Plan: Perfect
All you ever wanted was for someone to look at you and be proud of who you became

Alanis Morissette: Perfect
when love feels less like acceptance and more like something you have to earn by being perfect

Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know
sometimes heartbreak isn’t sad. Sometimes it’s fucking pissed